An open apology.

  1. last year
    Edited last year by Zynkh

    Hello, feels like it been awhile since the last time I played.

    Been through a couple of things in real life that I barely got the time to play like before but I had the time to write this.

    I would like to write this paragraph as an open apology to everyone that I flamed/trolled/verbally abused in the time I played Guild Wars.

    First of all,

    @JornF, I'm really sorry for saying too many things about you or your daughter, you're a cool guy and I didn't mean to say anything about your daughter, that was a really low move, I respect you.

    @butters, We go way back, since probably 2009? We hated each other for a reason I can't remember, then we played in GoD for a month and then the toolbox thing happened, we never liked each other for a reason and I get it, sorry for calling you the ''N'' word altho I'm pretty sure you're not black.

    @Honk, I remember calling you that mean word I won't say again, I know we been trough this already but still, I didn't mean to say it, you're a great guy and I like you!

    @Maverick Sorry for playing with botters against your guild, I know we been through many beefs but I hope everything would be okay.

    @LittleYoshi I didn't mean to judge your gameplay or anything like that, you're a good player.

    To Ns ( @sync / @Godly ) or half of the community, YES, I admit botting on that match against Law, Fisto gave me the bot and I had that feeling of trying it for some reason, I regret it now, after almost 3 or 4 months. I get the point of gettin' blacklisted, so the other people don't bot or something like that.

    And to the rest of the people that I flamed or trolled, like Ra, Polar, Beware, Lego, etc. I'm sorry, the list goes on that I can't even remember the names.

    Typing this on my cell phone, so sorry for the mistakes.

    Sincerely your most hated mexicant, Z.

  2. A couple of months too late, but better than nothing I suppose.

  3. i accept the opology, i just want you to know though its hard to trust you that this sincere. But i will say this, when there wasnt anything, at least between you and i, it was chill. Long time ago i enjoyed playing with you such as in HA and some GvG. I didnt understand why all of the sudden it was a 180 and all the bs talk. Just sort of ignored it and continued to play the game with some pals and have fun.

    Not directed to you zynkh but to the community/gamers as a whole. I , as a much older individual than probably most of the community, dont understand the trash talk and flaming that goes on in games. I mean a little bit of it is good, and i see that as a way to pump yourself up and get someone else a little angry, maybe to motivate them to play a bit better. But a lot of it goes a bit too far. I think thats when it should stop. Just think about it were playing a game thats been around for 11 years or so, thats along time! So the people still playing it clearly still have fun and enjoy it. So remember its a game have fun. No need to take the trash talk to far.

  4. Edited last year by [deleted]

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    pls remove zynkh from the blacklist, give him another chance

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  5. Edited last year by Rainy

    If it is apologizing, it is getting desperate from blacklist purgatory.

    Here's the big wrinkle: Zynkh is a miserable sociopath and anyone who takes an apology with anything other than cynicism is a fool. He'll say whatever it takes to satisfy his addiction, but I do not believe this creature is actually capable of feeling any remorse, let alone even understanding why his actions were wrong.

    I think this is also an opportunity to reevaluate players like Nick, who have, time and time again apologized for narcissists, bots, and generally the most toxic people you will find on any corner of the internet. Nick spent page after page defending this shitter in the most smug, know-it-all manner possible, and, it turns out, he was dead wrong. It's rare to see someone lacking so much self-awareness and intelligence, being so confident in those traits, and so condescending to all those people who turned out to be completely correct in their assessments. I think Nick also owes this community a big apology.

    Nick (and Zynkh) also owe their parents apologies. As humanoid specimens, they have utterly failed in life. If they haven't yet found themselves castrated in some freak gasoline fight accident, I suppose they at least have their reproductive functions in tact - there may be some lingering biological purpose. But outside of that, these people are too far gone to have any value whatsoever. Time to save face with the family who have wasted resources on you.

  6. nique ta mère

  7. Luv

    19 May 2016 Member
    Edited last year by Luv

    @Rainy
    Nick (and Zynkh) also owe their parents apologies. As humanoid specimens, they have utterly failed in life. If they haven't yet found themselves castrated in some freak gasoline fight accident, I suppose they at least have their reproductive functions in tact - there may be some lingering biological purpose. But outside of that, these people are too far gone to have any value whatsoever. Time to save face with the family who have wasted resources on you.

    That part was totally unnecessary though
    How can you go that far tearing people down over a video game lol I'll never get it

  8. Edited last year by Rainy

    @Luv That part was totally unnecessary though
    How can you go that far tearing people down over a video game lol I'll never get it

    It's not "over a video game". It's about how they act, their personalities, the way they interact with and treat other human beings. I am not referring to cheating in this regard.

    I don't buy the rhetoric that just because these conversations take place on the "internet," anonymity justifies or rather excuses sociopathic behavior. You think Zynkh's parents would be proud of how he acts online? If they are or don't care, perhaps they are part of the problem. But assuming they aren't psychopaths like their failure of a son, then I am rather certain they wouldn't condone his behavior.

    Anyway, that was just part of my post. Zynkh has been bad for the game and, at least online, is a really shitty person. There are numerous issues with this "apology" and I don't think he deserves an ounce of leniency.

    Much of this also applies to Nick, who has enormous issues with his attitude and ego, but does show more restraint. His history is a bit troubling. A lot of interaction with botters/cheaters with a repeated emphasis on apologias and excuses. His judgment simply cannot be trusted.

    Functionally those who perpetuate botting without actually engaging in it (recently), can be just as damaging to the game. If the goal is to preserve the game, then people like Nick should be increasingly ostracized.

    I also want to mention that this particular match might just be the tip of the iceberg. It would be rare for a person to engage in botting a single time and to be caught during that first act. Given the crowds Zynkh associates with, I am virtually certain this incident was just the tip of the iceberg.

  9. I never hated you buddy and you said some mean shit to me but I can say this dude I just want to play some ATs and MAT also just have fun I just reformed with some old friends in PZZZ and we lose like every match lol because our test build suck dick! but that being said dude I only speak for myself I think people need to understand where your coming from and also remember there are not many people playing this game. that being said we should respect what you just typed because I know that shit is not easy bro!

  10. leny

    19 May 2016 Member

    mdr myst

  11. Godly

    19 May 2016 Administrator

    @Zynkh

    This is good start, I didn't think you would have balls to admit it ever. My advice stay clean from now on. Personally I never had anything against you.

    Ps. Ns=!Me/sync

    @Rainy

    I agree mostly and I can say, there is good reason why most people in Ns refuses to play with Nick also. I have personally seen how far this bias can go, as he would defend Zynkh more than me example.

  12. Ali

    19 May 2016 Member

  13. ALLLL THIIIS NERD SHIT

  14. You aren't convincing anyone you are truly sorry if you only admit to botting one match.

  15. sync

    19 May 2016 Member

    @Zynkh
    I respect this kind of apology alot, like Godly said not many ppl have the balls to admit this kind of thing. I don't rly care if he admitted 1 match or many, he admitted botting.

    Like been said there was no bad blood between us before this thing happened, I am ready to give Zynkh a chance to prove himself by playing clean. This does not mean I would trust him right away, trust is earned and takes time. But I can take him out from my "personal blacklist" and give him a chance if he still is going to play.

    Some ppl might doubt if the apology is sincere but imo it's not for us to decide that. When someone straight up apologizes we should be men enough to accept it and hope that someone stays on the right path. The meanest thing was said to Jorn and he accepted the apology so we rest should too.
    This does not mean that ppl would need to play with him if they accept his apology, if someone doesn't want to, it's their decision just as they wouldn't play with other ppl they don't like. But they are free to play with him without worrying what Ns(or me, idk what everyone in guild thinks) might think at least.

    But then for some other members of community, I am fucking disappointed of you. All the bot-sympathizers, yes-men, trolls etc...list goes on.
    Actually ppl that pissed me off most were the yes-men on the forums etc. Ppl who came to threads with their useless posts and tried to judge other people who took strong stand vs botting and were too pussies to take a stand themselves to any way. The "community is small we need all players/he played dervish it doesn't matter" people. Or the people who played in same guild with Zynkh, guess Ali was the only one man enough to admit what he saw on the videos, that the guy was botting.
    I have gotten alot of support for taking a strong stand vs botting these few months BUT I have also gotten so fucking alot of shit from even some so called top players left in the game. Some ppl have tried their best to make me look bad by trashing the evidence and guestioning everything I have done in this bot matter. I'm sure they have done their best behind my back too, and been successful in some cases.
    Some players attacked my guild with bot claims without bothering to show any kind of evidence whatsoever, and still do. To you I just want to say that I did record videos of Zynkh botting and took the time to do it. If you bring me proof of someone in my guild botting(video), I'm happy to look at it and I will take it serious. You haven't done shit other than thrown empty claims without any evidence to...well I don't know what you are trying, probably you realised our guild is too fucking good now and you just try to make your best to shake us. (hi Lynie/Smoki) Apparently I should have believed your word because "so many ppl know it", well it might come as a surprise to you but I don't believe everything people tell me in internet, especially if those ppl are german and known trolls, gotta do the work and bring proof.

    Guess this is enough text for now lol.

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  18. Edited last year by Ishtli

    @Rainy You think Zynkh's parents would be proud of how he acts online? If they are or don't care, perhaps they are part of the problem. But assuming they aren't psychopaths like their failure of a son, then I am rather certain they wouldn't condone his behavior.

    While I dunno the guy directly, I trust your judgement and I also have enough experience dealing with botters, inc. the sociopath types, I believe his parents, much like the parents of all other such and similar people, should be put to jail for the crime of bringing such abominations to this world.

    @Rainy Functionally those who perpetuate botting without actually engaging in it (recently), can be just as damaging to the game. If the goal is to preserve the game, then people like Nick should be increasingly ostracized.

    And that is becoming more and more common, to my dismay.
    As the saying goes, "All that is necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do nothing" or, worse, become an apologist of such behavior.

  19. this is the worst shit ive read since idk , sync every word u said is bullshit

  20. sync

    19 May 2016 Member

    @MR GOLDCAPE this is the worst shit ive read since idk , sync every word u said is bullshit

    disappointed again

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